Anorexia?...

Okay,so i've been buying cleo issue for quite sometimes..but i'm only interested with the new brand make-up or new fashion released..haha..but..for this month..i have read an interesting article "ANOREXIA IN ADULTHOOD"...which in pg 135 if you want to read it..
OK..i know i'm not dealing with this problem(yet),but  my friends have been so worried about me since i've not taken rice for quite sometimes (but only losing 1-2 kilos)*sigh*...

So,they DIETING is DANGEROUS?...Lets see through this confession..

"When i was 23 and James left me after six years, I was so hurt I set out to show him."says Biyu,28.

"Part of my revenge was to lose weight so that next time i saw him i would be so slim and gorgeous that he wished that he wished he never dumped me.At first when the kilos came off i felt fantastic,but then my plan went completely backfired.I just couldn't stop skipping meals and trying to lose more weight.It became a self-destructive obsession. So,instead of feeling great about myself,i developed an eating disorder that I've taken 5 years to overcome.During that time I've lost my periods,which haven't come back,so i'm worried now about whether i will be able to have children. I've also now got ongoing kidney problems that i will have to manage for the rest of my life. And you want to know the ultimate irony?When i ran into James a year after we split up the first thing he said was 'you look like a skeleton'-have you been sick?' So much for my plan to get back at him by making myself more miserable."

HEMM..MY CONFESSION??....

Hemm..i once faced with the same situation with Biyu. My ex told me that I'm fat..ya..that time i almost weight 56 kilos..and the worst part is he keep telling his friends(which happen to be my friends too) that i'm fat..*but he's fat too!*..so,within a year he dumped me for his beauty-slim gf *will be his wife soon*..and i promised to myself to lose some kilos and when i happen to meet him again,I'll be so gorgeous..hemmm..in 2 years i managed to lose it..until i was weight to 47 kilos..my diet is to have only breakfast which is noodles or mee (and that was considered the heavy one) and i do not take any lunch tor any food for the rest of the day..if I'm too hungry or too exhausted,i just take some biscuit and some plain water..and that's it!..it was too extreme until my bf (now) worried about me cos every time i see him,I've become smaller and smaller..i even can fit in my friends jeans (she's 44 kilos)..i don't remember how but I've stop my diet in oct 2008 and now I'm a happy 50 kilos person-ever..i'm lucky for not having any health problem due to my behaviour..*thanks to God*He still love me..heeee..my bf *soon to-be fiance'*kept telling me that it doesn't matter whether I'm fat or I'm not that pretty,what important the most is heart..auwwww...I'm so touched *ha-ha*..since then I'm not into this extreme diet again,but i'm just being careful to what I'm eating now so that i can still fit into my jeans..he he

here's some picture ..so that it will be *pengajaran*(i can't remember the word..hehe) to all of us...

an anorexic find herself still fat in the mirror

example of an anorexic

Scary..a skeleton model??..