Update! Hello October

Hello there. Well i guessed you have seen my new skin again..hehe..i think i'm going to stick to this one.

I've been through a lot of things this few months, and if you noticed my ticker. Yes i am =) .. and thank you.
I'm going to make this post short and will be coming back with photos soon. I hope.

Things that i've been doing:-

1) Finally i have a job. Office hours and that's mean no oncall and i can sleep peacefully without worrying any calls.

2) I've cut my hair short. Shoulder length but i'm planning for a shorter one..hehe, if he allow me.

3) I've lose some weight due to the first 4 months. Skinny, and pale. Make me look like an anorexic. I'm starting to wonder if this was my family genetic. I hate that every-time someone visited me, they will started asking me to take this and that supplement, eat this and that.  Ok, ok i know. Well, since my doctor told me that i'm still in the right track.

4) Nearly attempt to buy those cute little things. But, sabar seja la dulu. Pantang-larang. ikut saja la. 2 more months. Sigh.

5) Suddenly i love those two cats. Which i really hate before but i still cannot stand their smell. Worst smell ever!

6) Must eat in only. I'll get really exhausted when i go out. I don't know when i can go out and go for a shopping. But one thing i confused. I get really excited when i see books sales. Hmmm.

Ok, i think i've gone longer than i should. Hehe. Next post will be photos! See ya..



xoxo,

New Face of the blog *again!*

  Hehe..i know i've been changing my templates a lot..but i like it.. still finding the most cutest and simple one.
I have to change the font size too and i'm quite lazy now.. So, stay tune.


P/S: New blogs will be update soon.. hehe



xoxo,

Day 3: 10 things about my personality.

Ok, so here's go my day 3.. I'm quiet lazy actually to do this stuff, but i had too =( ..
So, for day three i have to list 10 things about my personality.
Do i have a personality?
I'm not sure. Let's get started!

p/s : I don't know how my personality is, so i take a couple of quiz in the internet and get these answers =)


1) You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
  ~ Well..i have 5years of long-distance relationships as me and my husband working in different states and we used to date only once in two month..hmmm..and the 6th year, i'm happily married. Can you make an answer out of that? =D




2) A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

  ~ Yes. I'm a good listener, but you better be my good listener too..hehe

3) In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

  ~ Yes, it's true! I love art. I love guitar, i love to sing, and i love to cook something new. =)

4) You find it easy to be devoted to one person... a partner who you do special things for.

  ~ Hmmm..what can i say more?



5) In love, you express your emotions through actions.

  ~ Yup =) ..I'm not the type to express my emotion through words because i believe sometimes it's not that sincere. And 'geli-geleman' hearing or reading someone 'jiwang-karat' message. Hehe. I'm the type to have a good fight with my partner and laugh while we're at it. 

6) Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

  ~ Yes i do. But some times people take advantage from it, well, they're my friends anyway. Hmm. Maybe they will help me when i've got my problem too. Hopefully.

The others are too good to be true. So i've made some of the list. But i don't know if this is my personality or not.



7) Queen of variety
  ~ I want to be versatile. I love learning new things on my own. Forget the school, i hate them. So far i've learned how to cook, play guitar, photography, makeup, hairdressing, nursing someone etc. Some people say i'm talented bu they didn't know that i did a lot of research through internet, buy some magazine, youtube, buy expensive tools, etc. So, still think i've got talent? =)


8) Shopaholic
  ~ I'm a shopaholic and Yes, i've collected all Kinsella's shopaholic series. Hehe. It reminds me of myself. I can't live with rm500 in pocket without spending them while i'm in the mall. It seems that, suddenly all things look pretty and i even imagined where to use them. I'm totally a shopaholic. Lucky i have my husband to control me. =D


9) Animal lover
  ~ I love animal. except insects and snakes. Fury, small, cute. Just named it, i love them. Now i already have a rabbit (Tommy ) and two hamsters ( Doven and Panda) but i want more. Lucky we stayed at apartment, so there's reason why i can't adopt more. Though i'm dying to get myself a chihuahua, a shit tzu and a parsian. =D

10) Internet-Freak!
  ~ Can't live without surfing to internet for more than a week! A day, should be fine but two days? You've got to make me busy enough to think about it. Even i'm out, I've to purchased daily internet for rm5! hehe. i know. or you have to bring for shopping. =D


And it's done! 10 things about my personality ( though some of them are not listed as personality), but i got to make the list finish fast.
See you in day 4.




xoxo,

Day 2: 10 things that I do every single day.

Phew. Post for day 2. For day two, i'm going to list the things that i do every single day. That sound easy.Let's get started!

1) After i'd wake up, i have to drink water at least a cup. Yes i prepared water bottled beside my bed, so there's no reason for me to not drink the water after i get up. According to Japan's studies, drink water after you wake up is good for health. You can goggle it for more info.

2)Brush my teeth

3)Shower.


4)Clean the house
   I don't want to end up calling the clean house crew.lol. and he always bring his friend come over without informing me, so i have to make sure the house is clean and tidy all the time!

5)Clean Tommy cage, give Tommy food
I don't know what Tommy do while we sleeping because in the morning his cage will turn upside down..hmmm

Tommy Food Pyramid ='D (Carrots, Alfalfa Hay and Pellets)

6)Jamu!
In order to maintain my weight, since Mr Husband must eat rice everyday and rice can make you fat fast, i take this Jamu twice a day. Before this i used to take the capsules, but it was too expensive for me. Rm49 and only last for two weeks?! that makes Rm98 per month! Then i decided to take the 'serbuk'/powder type which only cost me rm60 and can last for a month.Yup, it's really worth it.Well, i couldn't swallow it at first, because it taste like the combination of this stuff -turmeric, ginger and lots of dry leaves- and now with the help a spoon of honey, i managed to take it, though i have to hold my breath. Hmmm. No pain, no gain.

7)Breakfast/Lunch

5 spices chicken for today lunchy! =D

8)Internet mode- Fb-ing, Twitter, Check E-mail, etc.

9)Exercise
Usually i do sit up but i can only last a week before i get bored to do it.Hehe.So, i managed to 'tapau' my sister Kathy Smith's workout cd. And this doesn't bored me at all. ='D

10)Sponge-Bob!
Who live in a pineapple under the sea?! SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!! =D ..Must watch cartoon everyday. 6-7pm on Nick Asia.

That's all for day two! Stay tune for tomorrow post!


xoxo,

Day 1: 10 things about your appearance

Hey..i know i've promised about doing this challenge and i finally post..Yeah.. so this is  day 1..Let's get started!

Day 1: 10 things about your appearance (clothes, face, hair, height, smile, piercings, tattoos)

1) Clothes

Currently i adore plaid shirt and polka dot..I don't why, but i already got 4 of them!  Hehe..the best thing is, it's suitable for any bottom wear!

2)My Face
3)My hair
4)My smile
5)My eyes
6)My nose
7)My skin


All in one picture..

 8) Piercing

9) Tattoo

10) And last,

My other half! Weird? He would follow me whenever i go like my own shadow..hmmm..
Ok..that's for today! see ya tomorrow. =)

xoxo,

Con't : 11 Day "10 Thing" Challenge

Well, people have been asking me about this challenge, like "Hey, where's your challenge?".
Guess, i'm too busy updating my Facebook and twitter. lol.
Ok, so here's the list of what i'm going to do. (In case you haven't see my last post)


11 Day “10 Things” Challenge

Day 1: 10 things about your appearance (clothes, face, hair, height, smile, piercings, tattoos).

Day 2: 10 things you do every single day.

Day 3: 10 things about your personality.

Day 4: 10 of your favorite foods.

Day 5: 10 things about your family.

Day 6: 10 things about your friends.

Day 7: 10 of your favorite people. (no particular order)

Day 8: 10 things you’re ashamed of.

Day 9: 10 favorite bands or artists. (no particular order)

Day 10: 10 things you absolutely hate.

Day 11: 10 things you love.


Phew..That's quite a lot. Really. For someone lazy like me.


xoxo,

Big Job in June!

Hola..what's my big job on this coming June? Yup. It's makeover for a wedding day! Well, it's just not someone but it's my sister in law's wedding. Quite excited actually because she trust me to be her mua for her BIG day!

Well, my sister in law request for a half up and half down for her hair on that and this what I've plan to do on that day.

Carrie Underwood inspired

And i didn't plan yet on what to do for evening reception hair-do.

As for the bridemaid ( i don't know who), it will be quiet similar and simple than the bride. Here's the picture;-

Pippa Middleton bridemaids hair

Hopefully her bridesmaid's hair is long.

^_^ Cheers!


xoxo,

It's Tommy,the rabbit-cat

Wondering why i called him the "rabbit-cat"? Because his character is totally cat-alike! Yup, except for the mieow-ing part. Here's the reason why i think Tommy is cat-alike.

1. He like to play and jumping around me.
2. He used the cat-litter bin.
3.He licked my leg while i sat on the floor.
4.He will 'cas kuku' when he see any thing made from wood. (cas kuku is from my bff's term of scratching     things)
5.Like to sit on the couch.
6.Will catch anything that moved in-front of him.
7. Try to bite my hamster!

Well, what do you think?

Tommy is really friendly to camera. He would pose for you.

Muka minta kesian.

Bonjour. I'm Tommy the rabbit-cat.

He like to watch tv with us.

Tommy first expression on the first day. He look very scared.

xoxo,

In construction!

As mentioned above, yes, it's in construction! Stay tuned for more update and more beautiful blog. Hehe. Hopefully.

Must read story!

Hola. The next story i'm going to post is a must read story~ He even cried when he read this..
Warning;- Get your tissues ready..hehe

Married or not..please read this :
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

Happy New Year! ( Though it's little late ='D )

It's been 1,2,3,4....7 months since my last update!..It was 10things about me. But..duh..i feel very lazy to do it..hehe..will all the pictures need to be capture..hmmm..I'm not going to say much for this post, since I've a lotsa stuff to upload! (Things that I've been doing for the last 7 months)

My wedding package =')..hehe

My new makeup brushes! Yeah! 

Trying some wedding gown =') It's a Swarszoki dress!

I paid 4.19us dollar for this app. Preparing to go korea one day. Yup, one day!

It's on my wishlist and i got it! Yeah.. Thanks to him for buying me this.

Just to experience some personal shoot..hehe

I'm married!

Engagement Makeover =')

Personal portrait makeover

Me makeover ='D

p/s: Do contact me if you need makeover..Just follow me on twitter!

Cheers! xoxo